Let’s talk about WHY you are showing your art.
One day Alice came to a fork in the road and saw a Cheshire cat in a tree. “Which road do I take?” she asked. “Where do you want to go?” was his response. “I don’t know,” Alice answered. “Then,” said the cat, “it doesn’t matter.”
What are YOUR goals?
Do you just want to share the beautiful thing you’ve created with the world? Would a blog or show and tell at your local quilt guild be enough for you?
Do you crave a little recognition? What kind? From who? Are you happy with people oohing and aaahing and will you be devastated if they don’t like your work? Does your family not appreciate you and you just need to share with someone who understands this beautiful obsession that is making things with cloth? Do you want to be famous?
Are you competitive? Deep down do you want to be the best at something? Would you be disappointed if you didn’t win and think it means that your work isn’t any good?
Do you want or need to sell your work? Why? Are you trying to support yourself entirely through your art? Do you think sales justify what you are doing? Do you want to bring in enough income to cover your costs?
Is showing your work a stepping stone to something like breaking into the national quilt-teaching circuit?
And now for a little rambling on about me.
Feel free to skip this and go straight to the comments to tell me what motivates YOU!
Every one of these reasons for showing your work has motivated me at some point. I know there are lots of other reasons and I’d love it (REALLY love it) if you’d share some of your reasons with me. My goals are constantly evolving so I am constantly coming back to reevaluate them.
When I first started quilting I was just terribly excited to show people something I’d finished. I got really lucky and won a ribbon for my first quilt – in the “first quilt” category at the local quilt show.
Side-track alert: Uh Oh. My old competitive nature snuck up on me and now I really wanted to win ribbons. I think it was up through my second year of college that my world revolved around getting to play first chair horn in whichever orchestra I was in. I craved being the best. I worked by little backside off to be the best. It took a lot of years of stress to finally discover how much fun some of the other parts were to play – and also how much less pressure there was involved. And playing my horn got a lot more fun.
Sometimes it’s a struggle to balance a competitive nature with the joy and the beauty of sharing this lovely thing we quilters do.
During this early phase of my public quilting career I also really loved cash awards. Who doesn’t? Our budget was stretched very thin at the time. Those years coincided with our just out of college, first house, first baby years, I used to skip lunch so I could go buy a fat quarter. It was really nice to win enough awards and have just enough sales to cover my fabric addiction.
A number of years later I decided that I wanted to teach and was told that I needed to have my work seen by the national audiences and especially to win awards in order to get hired. Looking back I’m not sure that the quilt show circuit was the most efficient way to do this. I think writing magazine articles reaches a wider audience but I do think that working towards doing the best work you can and getting it out into the shows is never a bad thing.
I’ve evolved in my motivations since then. Now, I think, I want to be recognized more as a fine artist than as a ribbon winning traditional quilter, although both titles still make my heart sing.
And way down deep, I think I still want to be famous – just a little bit. It’s an ego thing that I’ve always had and try to channel in positive ways. There is nothing like being applauded after a great performance and I guess that feeling got under my skin. When I chose to stay home and raise my children it was a bit of a shock. Really, nobody recognizes or says “thank you” to all the mothers out there. The critters you are trying to teach to be functioning humans often fight against everything you do. There isn’t a paycheck or a performance review or a bonus when you finally get that stubborn boy potty trained. In fact, usually they just say, “it’s about time!” Is it any wonder that winning any kind of recognition for something you made can make you feel amazing?
Really, I do what I do because I LOVE making art with cloth. I also teach and it makes me happier than anything to see students realize that they CAN do things they thought they couldn’t. That’s 98% of it. I will sheepishly admit that the “fame” part might possibly be the other 2%. And yes, I realize I am only well known in a very small art corner of a rather small quilting pond. But hey – quilters are still the nicest people I know so their recognition feels real, and wonderful, and important to me.
So – what motivates YOU?
Cold hard cash?
Points on your resume?
A stepping stone to a teaching career?
What other motivations do you have?